Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Choice or stupidity?

I decided to fast today .. Frannie style - green tea, water and V8 or Cranberry juice when I can't make it.
It started with the need for clarity on many fronts. I thought if I cleared my mind, I might be able to see things more clearly. not so much - I just keep thinking about food; wanting it, trying not to lick the PB off my fingers when I made sandwiches for lunch or sneak a piece of cheese at dinner.
A friend, who whenever he is considering a life change, will pray and then fast until the answers become clear to him.. I can't help but wonder if he actually gets the answers or he just gets soo loopy that he 'hears' an answer ... pretty pessimistic of me huh? Sorry, but its 9pm and I am dying. I might be ok if I could go to bed now ... but I can't, so I have to stay strong a while longer.
Of course the second reason is that this will kick start the next level of weight loss thing ... sad. true. me!


Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting. -Elizabeth Bibesco

For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again. 2 Corinthians 5:14-15


Anonymous said...

Fasting is not good for you... go eat! LOL

(((Hugs))) T

Anonymous said...

Ohhh fasting is hard!! But you feel so clear and refreshed afterwards...

Or maybe it's just "loopy" LOL

Hang in there

Anonymous said...

Fasting is sooo hard but it does get the job done. Good luck